The Way I Were

(^o^) Pale moonlight filtered into the room through the open window. The air felt hot and steamy. I glanced at the clock. It was a little past two in the morning. I had not slept at all in days the night seem so long. Sound of music keep going heard out of my bedroom in the midnight.

(^o^) Blink away the sleep, my eyes focused on a picture on the wall of my bedroom in front of the window. A diamond of teardrop run out of my eyes and wetted my pillow. I didn't know why, why I had to cry like this. My heart it really hurt and the good things keep going away. Nothing magic's words could relief my pain.

(^o^) I sat slumped on the chair in front of the window and twisted my face in concentration, debating with myself. Moonlight was shining on my pale face. My heart thudding, felt a chill of fear when I heard the tiny voice. " Why.... Why.... Why you get hurt.....Why you're crying...?" It was keeps asking again and again. A muffled voice was coming from inside the bottom of my heart.

(^o^) I expected that my heart didn't get pain to, I just wonder why, why someone had to go without saying a word goodbye... I never knew I would go so far.... I never encouraged myself to get to know I Love that guy. Boy since you gone, I didn't know how, I didn't know why, I didn't know what I have to do more. There's only so much I can take, I just got to let it go that why I cried.

(^o^) My lover, what can I do to get you back? What can I say to make you love me once again? These questions it was reminded me of my own struggles to fight words " It was to late."

(^o^) You make me cry.... I try to smile so the hurt won't show tell everybody. I was glad to see you go but the tears just won't go away and loneliness found me, looks like its here to stay. Knowing what it had meant to me, I started seeking out other pleasures for my life. I know that I oughta find someone new but all I find is I always thinking of you. I beg you please down on my knees if that's what you want me to. I was blind that I had to let you go that why I got hurt.

(^o^) The sound whispered breathlessly out of the wall from the tiny bottom of my broken heart again " Letting go of someone dear to you is hard, but holding on to someone who doesn’t even Feel the same is much harder. Giving up doesn’t mean you are weak! It only means that you are strong enough to let it go." Is it the worth words for me? No, I don't think so.

(^o^) There's only so much I can take And I just got to let you go And who knows I might feel better If I don't try and I don't hope.

Well... I'm not a perfect girl........

De First Time U Fall in Luv, It Changes Ur Life 4ever n ever. No matter How Hard Ur try 2 4get it, De Feeling Never Goes Away.

Only one Picture is ENOUGH for me to Take a Look. Only one Word Is ENOUGH to make me Think about U. Only a Second is ENOUGH to FALL in Luv. Only a Wink eyes is ENOUGH to Lose U And Only a Life time is ENOUGH to FORGET Someone AS U.......





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